Da Band’s Freddy P Blames Diddy For Mental Health Issues Admits Contemplating Suicide

Da Band’s Freddy P Blames Diddy For Mental Health Issues Admits Contemplating Suicide

Da Band’s Freddy P Blames Diddy For Mental Health Issues Admits Contemplating Suicide

It looks like he made the band but didn’t make out in life the way he anticipated.

In an Instagram post earlier this week, one of the members of Da Band, the collective of artists who were put together during the second season of the reality TV series, MTV‘s Making the Band, aired out his grievances against Sean Combs. He expressed having mental health issues due to the treatment of the Bad Boy founder and appearing in the series.

Going to Instagram and reposting a clip another user posted, Da Band’s Freddy P acknowledged that the way he was treated, he never wanted to rap again. He feels his God-given talent was snatched away from him and all he was doing was simply chasing a dream.

“God knows if I was @diddy I would’ve done WAY MORE FOR THESE KIDS.. Any real ninja would’ve.. You start out JUST CHASING A DREAM. Then it QUICKLY GET SNATCHED AWAY.. Made me NEVER WANT TO RAP. God gone have the last laugh. My talent was given to me to touch hearts and homes an it was silenced. You silenced Gods plan. Everyone who ever took part will depart horribly from 🌍 #MarkMyWords #FWhoDontLikeIt #ImmaSeeYouInTheNextRealm #ISaidFukkemBakThen #AnHeAintDoShit #IBeenBeggingToDie #YouNinjasJustAintReady #ImInLoveWitMyGod #HeMade40MillOffOneSeadon #AnWeNeverEvenSplitAMillion #ImmaAlwaysLookAtSatanFunny #MoneyDontKomeBeforeHumanity #EverybodyElseJustKissHisAss #YouNotGod #TheOnlyManIWillEverBowTo #IWishINeverMetThatGuyOmm #HeNotHalfTheManIAM #AnybodyKanSurviveBeingPuffy #ButPuffyCouldntSurviveBeingMe #AndStillBeRespected

 

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During that season on the show, one of the most famous scenes was watching the members of Da Band, Freddy P, Sara Stokes, Dylan Dilinjah, Chopper “Young City,” “Babs,” and E. Ness walking across New York City’s Brooklyn Bridge to Junior’s (Known worldwide for their cheesecakes) to grab some cheesecake for Combs.

In a later post, the former rapper tells his followers that he’s been through a lot and has contemplated committing suicide at least 2, 3 times this year alone.

“I done pictured my brother walking in, finding me dead. I cried a few times thinking about leaving my son, because you just gets tired of life. It’s like, no matter what you try to do, you just gotta keep battling. N***as got they foot on your neck, n***as wanna see you fall. It’s these n***as like Puffy, he my main motherfuckin’ reason why I really hate f*ckin’ life, dog. People don’t even understand.”

In the post, he tagged Combs.

Da Band’s Freddy P Blames Diddy For Mental Health Issues Admits Contemplating Suicide

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